• "The Joy of Growth Processes" by  Bob


• How Therapy Gave Me Optimism About My Future   Don D. from Texas


• My Story out of Homosexuality and into Heterosexuality  Rich


• Getting Free  David


• My Story of Change  Ted


• The Rainbow Connection.  Kaelly Langston


• The Way OUT  Larry


• Alive  Terron


• An Interview with Change  Bob


• Listen to Ex-Gays Too  Anonymous


• Client Describes Change Process  Carey


• An Ex-Gay Man Describes the Change Process Gordon


• Touching the Feminine Soul   Diane


• I Remember How It Was to Be Gay   Anonymous


• "Can Gay Men Go Straight?" Ed


• Gaydar  Todd


• My Positive Experience with Reparative Therapy  C.S.


• They are only your "friends" so long as they can get what they want from you.  Sam


• Teshuva means "return" - to our essential self, to who we really are.  Anonymous


• But what really disillusioned me about gay people was the shallowness and the obsession about youth.  Nathan


• I’m no longer queer, GET USED TO IT!   Jake


• Any way I could receive love, with girls or boys, I would take it.    Gary


• I was afraid that if I didn’t do what he wanted, he wouldn’t like me anymore.   Tom


• Since my early childhood, I had three dreams  Richard


• "...abusive father who preferred to ignore me and use rage and escapism as control tactics..."   Glen


• I am incredibly grateful for a counselor who did not insist that the only path to healing was to be a lesbian...    J.H.


• Homosexual sex is an act of taking - not an act of giving.  Roger


• "I need help, I want help, and I need to become myself again..."   Neil


• "why are you so passionately infuriated at the thought of a man changing his orientation?"  Anonymous


• "Our son is smart; he will figure things out..."   Jose


• I am writing this well into adult life and as a father of several children.   Anonymous


• I saw that it was within my power and free will to leave behind this adolescent emotional state.   Ryan


• Getting a tattoo and a piercing did not feel shocking enough, so I chose lesbianism as the ultimate shocker.  R.E.R.


• I would seek out a man to please so I could feel that I WAS A SOMEBODY.  Nathan


• A Long Hard Road  Daniel Meir Horowitz


• You struggle desperately between wanting to satisfy your "natural" desires, and your emunah.   R.L.


• I remember you looking at me in the rear-view mirror and very coldly and flatly saying "quit crying you little pussy."   Stephen


• “How could you have lived with such a big secret for such a long time?"   Rachel


• I was repelled by ... whole idea of being sexually tender with another man.   Anonymous

• "In falling in love with another woman, [Leeron] is really seeking to connect with herself."-  Hope

• I found myself searching for masculine connectedness and identification...   Andre

• Feeling Different plus Sexual Abuse Lead to My SSA  Aaron ​


• My version of love was totally narcissistic Casey


• Why Gays Need to Believe They Were Born Gay: A Neurotic Drive for Acceptance.  Don


• Why Many Homosexuals Hate Ex-Gays: Thoughts from A JONAH Member Michael Shaw


• My Story of Change.   David in NY


• Life Story of A Hungarian Overcomer  Uri


• Getting Health Touch at a Journey Into Manhood Weekend David


• Happy 42nd Birthday to Me: Un-Stonewalling My Dad  Paul

• Has Anyone Really Changed from SSA to OSA? Yes. Me.  Bart

• How My Life Has Changed Since Last Summer.  Rick


• Letter to Dennis Prager (Radio Show Host) from a JONAH Man.  Israel


• Letter to Doctor Jack Drescher.  Steven


• Letter to My Father.  Joshua


• I'm So Confused: Can I Really Change?.  Jacob

• My Fight for Authenticity As A Man  Jacob


• My Healing Journey Into Manhood   Henry


• My Pride in Becoming a Bridegroom Anonymous


• My Secret Life  Avrohom


• One JONAH Struggler's Thoughts on the Gay Pride Events in Jerusalem.   Akiva


• Reflection After Attending a Journey Into Manhood Weekend.  Jack


• So You Want To CHANGE?   Anonymous


• Telling My Fiancee About My SSA And Her Reaction.  Zev


• My Changing Sexual Orientation. Yaakov


• My Story.  Louis


• Reparative Therapy helped save my life.  Joe


• These Revelations and Experiences Have Been So Healing.  Steve


• I was looking for love in all the wrong places. Chuck


• I needed to feel like one of the boys.  Jack Yosef


• I Finally Came Face to Face With the Fears that Drove My Homosexual Behavior.  "M"


• Interview With Jerry Armelli Jerry


• Interview With A Former Gay Activist: Two Year Follow-up.  Michael Glatze

• I was repelled by ... whole idea of being sexually tender with another man.   Anonymous

• Happy Ending to My Daughter's Situational Lesbianism-  Hope


• Coming Out to Heal - Eric Rustman

• God's Amazing Grace   Andre

• Feeling Different plus Sexual Abuse Lead to My SSA  Aaron 

• The Speech   Sean Patrick

• Interview With Andrew Comiskey.  Andrew Comiskey

• Healing the Savage Injuries That Lead Me into the Gay Porn World.   Joseph Sciambra

• On the Same Team with My Brothers  D.P. in Israel

• Becoming the Real Me Jedekiah "Jeddy" Stailey

• Touching the Core of My SSA David from Pennsylvania

• Where Would I Be Without Courage and JONAH? - David DeJiacomo

• Holiday Magazine: My Adolescent SSA Fantasy- D.P., from Israel

• My Experience of Therapy- Simon

• Reflections of a Changed and Grateful Traveler- Samuel

• Why Does the World Not Want to Face the Pain of Child Abuse and SSA- John Stephen W. of London, U.K.


• Gay Conversion: I Slept With Over 200 Men, Now I'm a Happily Married Heterosexual Dad- James Parker

• Overcoming Sexual Brokenness and Healing My Shame-

          Dee Barnes

• My Roller Coaster Ride to Freedom from Unwanted SSA - 

          A Guy from Brooklyn

• Just One of the Guys- J

• A Low Attack on Same-Sex Therapy- Jeff Bennion

• A Healing Journey out of Porn Addiction and Same-Sex Attraction- D.M from Tennessee

• Knowing How the Fairy Tale Ends- Don 

• This Is Who I Am: Masculine- Chris Stump

• What Happened to the Idea of Brotherly Love?- Roger Mann

• Why SSA Became A Blessing In Disguise- S

• New Beginnings and Finding My Voice- CSR in Israel

• Voices- R.W.

• Releasing Shame, Loving Myself, and Seeing Hope- Charles from France

• Dear Brother- R.W.

• Goodbye My Wicked Beloved- R.W.

• Telling My Fiancee About My SSA- Mohamed J

• Want To Overcome SSA? - Ezri

• I Was the Other Man: An Insiders Look On Why Gay Marriage Will Never Work- Joseph Sciambra